out of the moon

out of the moon, i got a massage juz now from somebody who i never heard about her for a quite some time...mula2 irritate jugak, he hurt me a lot...together with his mom...heheheh
tp ada org pernah ckp kat aku..
"bile kiter ikhlas melepaskn org tue pergi..dgn sendirinya kiter akn rasa ketenangan tue"

am i that sincere???hhhmmmm....IKHLAS...seriously...it not that easy at the beginning...of course...but then everything goes very well...untill today...in fact, i think it good for me as well...kalo tak mesti aku takkan dpt apa yg aku ada skrang...entah2 aku dh kendong anak 3 4 org n kena jd housewife yg comot...heheheh...i can imagine that...gooossshhhhh....
we keep sms's at this moment...n the last sms sound like this
"nk tgk gambar anak n wife aku tak??" my heart refuse to see the photo...why should i see it...it nothing has to do with my life anymore...n suddenly it make me think..OMG am i that IKHLAS???am i jealous???

while i type this..i already got the photo, the photo of a happy family..hhhmmmmm...

almost 1 year....

cepatnyer masa berlalu almost 1 year tak sentuh n langsung tak update blog nie...
hectic with study n work..but now is my semester break.

N I'M GOING FOR ANOTHER ISLAND VACATION.....yahoooo......in a way to get my open water diving license just like i wish when coming back from perhentian last year...

tp open water diving manual tak habis baca lagi...huhuhu...

"we must have a dream before we can make it happen" i always have bunch of it...