out of the moon

out of the moon, i got a massage juz now from somebody who i never heard about her for a quite some time...mula2 irritate jugak, he hurt me a lot...together with his mom...heheheh
tp ada org pernah ckp kat aku..
"bile kiter ikhlas melepaskn org tue pergi..dgn sendirinya kiter akn rasa ketenangan tue"

am i that sincere???hhhmmmm....IKHLAS...seriously...it not that easy at the beginning...of course...but then everything goes very well...untill today...in fact, i think it good for me as well...kalo tak mesti aku takkan dpt apa yg aku ada skrang...entah2 aku dh kendong anak 3 4 org n kena jd housewife yg comot...heheheh...i can imagine that...gooossshhhhh....
we keep sms's at this moment...n the last sms sound like this
"nk tgk gambar anak n wife aku tak??" my heart refuse to see the photo...why should i see it...it nothing has to do with my life anymore...n suddenly it make me think..OMG am i that IKHLAS???am i jealous???

while i type this..i already got the photo, the photo of a happy family..hhhmmmmm...

almost 1 year....

cepatnyer masa berlalu almost 1 year tak sentuh n langsung tak update blog nie...
hectic with study n work..but now is my semester break.

N I'M GOING FOR ANOTHER ISLAND VACATION.....yahoooo......in a way to get my open water diving license just like i wish when coming back from perhentian last year...

tp open water diving manual tak habis baca lagi...huhuhu...

"we must have a dream before we can make it happen" i always have bunch of it...

My BuS RiDe

bus ride, alone, looking at da star make my mind wandering 'bout my life, my past time, old frendz, experiences n my future...
what i want in my life????life is about when we have it, we want more....
mcm kiter lah...dulu nk sgt further master, n now when i juz started my study, i keep thinking, WHAT NEXT???
hmmmmm....but there's one think i still wait for...a mutual relationship with a guy that perfect me..i found one, i guess..but maybe he is not belong to me, even no matter i really hope( i guess also or at least at this point of time)
I'm still searching n hope to find it, perhaps within my time frame...
not bcoz i have to, bcoz i need someone to share.. n i know i'm ready now...

Msc Finance, UUM

juz received an offer letter from UUM last 3 days.at last dapat jugak aku further study after almost 2 years asyik tangguh jer..hhmmmm...takut pun ada jugak...mampu ker???my works..my study..my activities (penting tue), financial lagi...a lot of things to think..hopefully i manage to go through..duration of study 3-10 semester, perhaps i can complete by 5 semester @ 1 and half year. perhaps..perhaps...
dgr org further study abroad, mcm best jer...i never have a dream nk study abroad sebenarnyer...but i have one now..tgklah PHd nnt ker...amin..
but at that time, make sure i have my own family (kids mayb...heheh)

"life is full with coincidence, even two parallel line can meet"

SELAMAT HARI RAYA..

ESOK RAYA....yeyeyeye....
wishes all my muslim frendz SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI..MAAF SALAH DAN SILAP dari hujung rambut sampai hujung kaki...
hari raya dh nk tiba...ramadhan dh semakin hampir ke penghujungnyer...sedih plak nk meninggalkan bulan yg penuh keberkatan nie....
Ya ALLAH panjangkanlah umurku, semoga bole berjumapa ramdhan lagi pada tahun hadapan....amiiinnn....

rezeki raya....

baru balik buat facial...iyerlah dh nk raya kn...kenala berseri sker...manala tau tjumpa MR Right...hhehehe...(amiiinnn)..
rezeki raya...DAPAT BONUS RAYA...alhamdullillah....lucky i made up my mind not to go to uniten. mmg dh rezeki kiter kt sini kot...bulan 6 dpt increment, July ada adjustment, september dpt Bonus raya plak..a good work with a fabulous colleagues and a good pay..i love it...really2 much...

mood rayaaaaa.....

listening to the lagu raya rite now....tak sabar nak raya...pakai baju baru, tudung baru n kasut baru...nk keje pun dh takder mood...tapi dgn kejamnyer kiter dh plan nk bg quiz kat student esok...sorry for them for having a lecturer like me...hehehehehe